July 19, 2021 | Nathan Kaloupek
I went to Estes Park, Colorado, in the Rocky Mountains and for a week and two days I spent time railing at God and in his mercy, he didn't turn me into a cinder. On the third day, God had had enough. It's his turn to speak. And I began to see my life role as a scroll. And every instance God showing me that I had nothing to do with this. This was your decision. You've been running from me, but I've always been there. I’ve always been behind you. And then in a moment that I can only describe as supernatural, I felt like somebody had reached into my heart and squeezed my heart. And I had taken my Bible for whatever reason on that third date, which I can't understand. And I began to read Romans. And by that afternoon I was on all fours crying, begging for forgiveness and just had this experience of renewal like I can't describe.